high school moment

ok so i have a really bad flashback of high school today. i have been single for about a year and a half now and i found myself liking my neighbor more and more then he moved out. well he works pt for the grocery store down the street. anyway my friend wanted to see what the whole deal was with him meaning she wanted to see why he got me all hot and bothered lol. so we went in to buy some snacks just to have a reason to be there. and there he was well he saw me and ran right up to me and started chatting. ready here comes the high school part... i started turning red and i mean she thought i was gonna turn blue i was so red and i started shaking from nerves then when i tried to talk back i got all sick in the stomach and did the whole babbling thing. I tried to act normal and i thought he was done talkng and was about to walk away so i quickly said ill talk to you later and started to walk away. my friend proceeded to chase after me and punched me because aparently he wasnt done talking he had just asked how things were going but my shy stupid butt didnt hear him cause i was freaking out. i mean i almost puked on him. man i hate that feeling anyway so after that she said she thinks he has a thing for me to cause he was acting all shy and she said he never took his eyes off me and well man does it ever get any easier getting back out there. just thought i would share my HS moment. love from maynard