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so im workin again and it sucks i hate it. its a kiddie job. anyway the upside to it is there is a cute guy that works there. problem is i suck at this whole flirting thing. someone help me haha. i try to flirt and i end up looking like an ass. this guy is YOUNG lol and he is about to be leaving for the army so i know it cant go anywhere but i would just like to be with someone. i miss being held at night or having someone to talk to and go out with. ok ok i know im a sap but trust me there is other reasons i want to be with someone. i am a women and im not ashamed to say i NEED some lovin to hehe. well there is the update. o i havent had much time to scrap lately since i am in the middle of a move. more on that when its finished. Love from Maynard